I hate to give up on things, but I am learning very slowly that I am not super woman. Nanowriomo is just not possible to finish this year. I hate the story and I wish I would have stuck with my original idea. Nope. I had to stick with the fact that Sara and I agreed to do a challenge story. Even though she didn't stick to it, I had to stick to it because my mind wouldn't allow me to do otherwise. The characters didn't talk to me, the story line sucked and now it's about 26,000 words of shit. Yep. Shit. I even think it rivals Dark Moon (for those of you who don't know, that's the first novel I wrote) Which had a very shitty plot line, but it still had a plot line. Which is more then I can say for this. Though I find myself already thinking about next Nanowrimo, and depending on where I am in my writing. I think I want to do something silly and just through all my characters into a room, sit back and see what happens. So as for now, I'm going back to my outline for my Egyptian story, and going to be working on that from now until it's ready to send out.

I had a dream about my Egyptian story and it makes me think that this is the one. Yes, I know I've said that before, but I really do think this is the one. It's original, and it's not vampires (Like everything seems to be, espeically with the release of the Twilight movie). It should be fun and spunky. I'm trying to get the feeling of it to be mixed with serious, and tense with the relief of humor in it. So far I think it's going to work the way I want it to.

I sent out "Charon" again, originally titled Fairy Story, and I have yet to hear back. Thought the first Flash Fiction place rejected it, she gave me a bit of feed back that helped. I think that once I exhust the Flash Fiction resources that I have I may turn it into a full fledge short story instead, so that it isn't has much as retelling a myth. We'll see though. That's just one project on my 2009 list.

Yes that means I'm already making plans for next year in the ways of my writing. My goal for 2009 is to have an agent by the end of the year. I think that would be awsome. So judging by the other two, or is it three now, novels that I have writtened and queried for. I have about six months to write the book and then to start querying for them. In the time that I wait for those queries to come back, I will be editing my butt off with Brandon and a few others to make it the best novel that I can. Wish me luck! On top of that, I am working on a strict writing schedual for next year, one that will allow me to achieve what I want this year.

It's the end of day one, and I have 8,039 words. WOOOOOHOOOO I love Nanowrimo....